I Just Want You To Know

I Just Want You To Know
by Craig Alan

I just want you to know, that I really have a hard time with this…long distance thing.
I just want you to know, that I have no idea what today, what tomorrow or what the next will bring.

I tend to deal with the situation blindly.
I have no idea how to control, how to repress, how to express, and how to keep in check…the feelings that bind me.

I just want you to know that your love is running deep inside
Like a raging river that only IN-creases it’s flow with time

I just want you to know

I just want you to know that everyday I think about being there with you, coming to you…
To hold you, console you, to know you and to show you that I ….am the man that I’ve always told you….that I am

Like the man you have always wanted, the man that you have always needed, the man that you have always lusted to be with
But you never knew where to find me, and when you did, it just happened to be so untimely.

One second you are here…the next you are gone
Now all I have are memories and the sweet notes of the songs that remind me….. of you, the feelings I have for you, the love that I save for you and the time that I crave for you.

0-7-1-3-0-7, the date that I found heaven…or did she find me.
I admit we didn’t meet under the circumstances that it’s supposed to be
But who am I say, when love comes walking your way, that I am supposed to turn away….and ignore
what I have always been looking for.

Because when she is standing right there looking you in your eyes, with a piercing look that makes you realize
That you both have finally found what you both need, what you both desire, what you both admire….in a person

But as I said it’s untimely, our lives are separately moving wildly, out of control, in a different direction, but I can see her affection, so one day I know we will achieve perfection.

Now, in the past, I would have said that I am the one that doesn’t believe…in a soul mate, to associate, negotiate, hell even procreate, but for now, we’ll just have to wait.

Because the miles…are far between,
and they are filled with terrain that I have never seen

And it’s hard to imagine your face the longer you are away,
it will happen give it time, I can hear you say.
But I can’t wait, it’s got to come, it’s got to come now. I can’t wait another minute can’t wait another day
Another year?… sweetheart, I don’t have that many tears.

So until the moment you are back in my arms, in my sight, in my heart, in my mind,
I’ll keep tryin’, keep cryin’, keep remindin’ myself….that you are meant to be, in a place with me, where no one else can see, the ecstasy, the fantasy, the way you relax with me, the way that it’s supposed to be, so until you are here with me…

I just want you to know

I just want you to know that my days have never been the same since that moment in time.
I just want you to know that your love has got me so twisted and my mind
Is going crazy,
Thinking of the things that you say to me and when you tell me baby…everything will be alright

Everything will be okay, just hold on another day. Don’t let go, don’t shy away…I just want you to know

I just want you to know
That I am sorry for the way that I can be, because this is all new to me, I show hard feelings and sides that are even strange to me

I am trying to pull through, to keep being true, till the next moment that I am alone with you, just the two….of us
So I can say once again, with certainty till the end, that I…am yours

I just want you to know….that I will always love you.

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